Internalized regret for choices I never made
Guilty of living lies
Guilty of wasted efforts

I am alone
Shamed through existence
I am alone
I am ashamed
Tested for worth
Absent results
I am alone
Held in disdain

Abject construct
Abstract reject

Screams upon screams conceal lies upon lies
Absent results
Pointless disguise
I am alone in this depression
Fuck all of you
I don't care if you listen

Constant hatred
Blinding hatred

The mirror stares back as a taunting reflection
A daily reminder of genetic failure
I am so sick of your fucking judgement
So tired of being force-fed your lifestyle

You call it culture, I call it disgusting
My life is not a fucking punchline